[mtorres]

I have so many emontions going through me, its been 2 months since my boyfriend and i made a difficult choice. I was 5 months pregnant Aug.21st 2007, a few weeks before we were hit with the worst news anyone could ever get, the little baby growing in my womb was not going correctly. Its was her little head,it had not fully closed to form her skull. her little brain had grown on the outside of her skull. we were told that the chances of out little girl surviving were so low and if i would have made it to term my baby would only live a few minutes. to hear this news broke our hearts completly. The Genetic doctors did not recommend i continue the pregnancy due to the risk for my life, and on Aug.21st 2007 I delivered our lil girl, the doctors would not let me see her. We had been trying to have a baby for 3 years. and when it finally happens, she was taken away. I feel so sad and jealous of people who have their baby's in their arms. I want my baby in my arms. why us? its just so painful!!!!
I would not want anyone to go though what we have gone through.
The bitter sweet side is that we were told, that we could have normal children after this sad and painful experience. The chances are in our favor, 98%! I am glad but deeply sad and hurt.
Sad Mommy

[angelstarsmum]

I am sooo sorry hun{{{Hugs}}} i know how you feel, i lost triplets @ 5mths 1yr ago and it still hurts like crazy.
You and DH need time to grieve and to let your body heal. Every day will get a little easier i know you don't feel that now but it will, that doesn't mean you'll forget cos it will always be with you, just like your little angel.
If you ever need to talk you can PM anytime, my thoughts and prayers are with you both at this sad time, take care sweetie.xxxx

[shellyhudson]

I am so very sorry for your loss.

Shelly

[poliscmjr]

Your story has brought tears to my eyes this morning. Words can not describe how sorry you and your boyfriend are going through this. This is a great place to talk to women who have gone through what you are and a great place to express your feelings.

If you need to talk we are all here for you!

[MiaCamille]

i am so sorry.....

[VinniesMommy]

So sorry for your loss... -hugs-

[KR258]

I am so sorry you have to go through this. I lost my baby at 21 weeks. My water broke and just couldn't stop things. The doctors did nothing to try to help him once he was born. There is nothing I want more than to have my baby in my arms...I did get to hold him but then they came and took him away and for a long time it felt like someone kidnapped my child. Then I realized he was never coming home. For me, holding him for a few minutes or even a few hours would never be enough. It hurts when I think of holding him because everytime I think of holding him I remember the nurse taking him away. I am sorry you didn't get to see your child and even more sorry that you had to go through all of that. I know that right now it just hurts so bad but eventually it will be easier. I think there will always be bad days but eventually there will be good ones too. I am so sorry

[quagmire8]

so sorry for your loss... (((hugs))) we are all here for you...

[mollymae]

I'm so sorry for your loss, your in my thoughts.

[mommy2067]

My heart and prayers go out to you and your boyfriend...I am so sorry for your loss...we are all here for you...((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))).....