[landj111]

I've been having a very hard time with this one because there are 3 co-workers that are having their babies around this time. I had to transfer out of the department cause I was having such a hard time with them ooing and awwing about baby stuff. I never told anyone that I miscarried because I didn't want anyone to feel wierd around me like the first m/c. I'm so pissed off right now I want my baby, I want to be fat and uncomfortable right now, I want to be going through labor. Why? Why? did this have to happen to me? There are so many women out there that shouldn't be mothers that don't want to be mothers and I was chosen to have a m/c that is so freaking unfair. Sorry I had to get that out of my system.