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Here is a more detailed update now that I have some time. I am really nervous about everything going on. I am already at high risk for high blood pressure without being pg. Also I am at risk for diabetes. So since my dr knows this I get pricked at almost every visit and I get my blood pressure checked every two weeks. Well at my first appt in April my blood pressure was a little elevated and they said no big deal one high reading isnt going to kill you. But when I went in on Friday the 18 it was high again. The nurse freaked me and DH out as she was explaining the risks of high blood pressure this early yada yada right. So the dr comes in has be lay on my left side and takes it again this time we got a normal reading. He said right now he isnt too concerned with my blood pressure since when I laid on my left side it was normal which means bubs was sitting on something. I cant even remember what they said. But the thing that makes me nervous is I have been having dizzy spells where my head seems like it is spinning on the inside its really weird. With these dizzy spells DH and my FIL noticed that my eyes were kinda shaking back and forth real fast. I have no idea what this is but was told to just go ahead and wait for my normal appt with my dr. I dont know what is going on but I have increased swelling in my legs. which the obvious is already taking place elevate the legs and drink a whole lot of water. Been doing that. But also for the past couple of days I noticed that I am in hugh amounts of pain when I have to hold my bladder. I know it is best to go right away but sometimes you have to hold it. I was almost doubled over in pain when i couldt go to the bathroom and when i went (TMI I KNOW) there was barely anything there. My Drs nurses are completely incompetant when he isnt there ( he is on vacation for two weeks yay right) And they keep saying that it is normal nothing to worry about. I dont want to go to the ER unless I have to since I am on medicaid and if they determin it isnt a real emergency then they wont cover the bill. Anyone have any ideas what is going on with me?? The best news is I get to see the baby on Friday the 1st. Hoping to get a good peek in between the legs lol. But I did have a dream that something was wrong with the baby and needed to go in for more ultrasounds so we will see on friday