[mlcassid]

Well, I'm now in the "wait." I just finished up ovulating and I'm due for my period in 12 days. This is the cycle where I had my first pregnancy last year (still feels like yesterday!) I can't believe a year has gone by. I'm trying to stay positive and push away the thoughts that I should have a baby in my arms. Now that I'm in THIS particular cycle I feel like I just HAVE to get pregnant. And I know that's not good. I'm still charting and notice that my temps have the same trend they did this cycle last year...and this trend is very different from the others I've had the rest of the year. I wonder if it's a good sign. I would love for it to mean pregnancy again, and not ectopic or unviable. I'm just going to assume AF will be on her way and pray for otherwise...it would be a wonderful miracle, especially on this cycle. Deep breaths, deep breaths...I've never meditated so much in my life!