[mommy2067]

I just want to let you all know first of all how much your kind words and prayers and continued support means to me...Knowing that there are people all over thinking about you is an amazing comfort...really...
I had my u/s today at the hospital and it just confirmed what I already knew that baby is gone....the technician was really nice and informative as I asked some questions...and even though they aren't supposed to directly inform the patient she answered my questions...I had an internal u/s also just to rule out totally an etopic pregnancy as well as to see things from another perspective...she did say everything (ie my uterus, ovaries etc) looks fine...she couldn't say whether or not the doc might recommend a D&C which is what I am waiting on now...by the time we were done it was about 4:40 so at this point I will be talking to the dr tomorrow and get the final verdict and decide how to proceed from there....

I feel rather numb...sometimes thinking I should be feeling more..and then other times my mood swings and I will be weepy....I cried soooo much on the w/e that I just am sort of weary....I know in some ways b/c not all is said and done yet that the next few days will be hard as much as I know it has happened I don't think it has sunk in all the way yet...and I will have many moments for some time....What I really feel like doing is just hibernating..hiding away for a little while...not that many people knew but still...my family and the couple of friends who did know have been great...it is wonderful to have their support and I am glad that they knew...I know sooo many of you can relate far to well to what I am going through...

Thank you all again...I will keep you posted as to how things go...Thinking about all of you too....I really am....!!!!

[MiaCamille]

Oh Heather i'm so sorry i didn't know something was happening... My thoughts are with you.....

[quagmire8]

very sorry to hear what you are going through. it is terrible. i did hibernate for about 4-5 days (only 3 people knew and none were family), so i was able to just stay to myself and DH and deal with it. i hope you feel better soon, and remember not to feel guilty for the way you feel, take your time, and this site is always here if you need to vent feelings that you dont want to say. (((hugs)))

[poliscmjr]

Heather, I'm so so sorry you're going through this. Just know we are all here for you.

[Alejandros Mommy]

Heather..it will take time to heal...but its a good thing you feel something. I am so sad that you have to go through this but know that we are ll here fo you. Take care of yourself.

Lessly

[mama2riley]

Oh no I am so sorry Heather. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

[Tracey with 6]

I am so sorry , if you feel like hibernating do it, just shut every one out for a while, take time to heal all our thoughts are with you

[JeanLynn81]

Yes, hibernate if you want to. What you are going through is very heartbreaking, and I am so very sorry that you, or anyone else for that matter, had to go through this. I am here if you need to talk or vent, or even if you just want to gossip about stupid things to get your mind off of everything. And I really mean that.

[QueenAngie]

So very sorry!

Prayers for you & DH!

We're all here for you. Let us know if you need any help.

(((Hugs)))

[shellyhudson]

I am so so sorry for your loss. I couldn't even face my daughter let alone anyone else for the first few days that I was home. Hibernate as needed. Cry and scream and curse as needed. We are here for you.

Shelly