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i am a working mom of two kids, raising them on my own with very little or no help from their fathers. My fiance isn't much help with my kids either. sometimes, they get me so angry i just want to hit them and i am trying so hard to control my anger issue. money is short and i am working alot but getting no where. wer just recently moved from a 3 bedroom house to a 3 bedroom apartment, we lost some items during the move so i am not so happy about that. we have christmas coming up and no money to get the kids any presents, unless we use bill money. Neither father pays child support. I picked a couple of bums who don;t work at all. i need help at times and i need to express myself without critisim from my family. My mother always tells me to not dwell in it,, deal with it and move on. Sometimes that is not
always the answer I need to hear. She helps me out with my kids at times but she feels she needs to put her two cents into my child rearing. I have a critically ill son who's on oxygen and a feeding tube to help eat. He also has AD/HD. he's 5 years old. My daughter is 9 years and full of energy.
Ready to battle with me at every little things, she never agrees with anything tht i ask of her. She gets me so angry like her dad did that it scares me cause she is my daughter that i love very much. I love both of my kids very much , it' just that they make me very angry and i need help on expressing that anger,