I don't know if it is because i notice it more or if it's just because i'm crazy. I lost Layla about 4 1/2 weeks ago...
i see babies or pregnant woman where ever i go. ever celebrity is pregnant right now, everyone i work with... and it just hurts. my friend at work just had her baby and her due date was a little before mine. i wasnt due until January 26th. it just reminds me of what i should be going through, and what i don't have. and reminds me of the fact that the doctors don't know if what happened to me and layla during this pregnancy will happen everytime i have a baby. and i have to wait so long to try again because i had a c section. All i have ever wanted was to be a mommy, and i don't know if i will ever really get the chance to raise any of my babies...
Callie I'm so sorry for your loss. I know that doesn't really mean anything or help you but I wanted to let you know that I am here for you if you ever need to talk.
Callierae, i'm sooooo sorry for your loss. I lost my two little ones very early on. I know how you feel about seeing pregnant women and babies everywhere. I did started noticing it more after my first m/c and it kind of set off this horrible jealousy swith that I can't seem to turn off. You are not alone with your feelings I can't seem to stop thinking it wll never happen for me either. I will keep you in my thought, I hope everything works it self out and you will get the miracle you so long for.
Lisa
I am so sorry for your losss, I know wehn I was ttc for over 2 years every one else seemed to be pregnant , try not to feel guilty for feeling this way , it's natural
I think that we all go through the hypersensitive phase after our losses. It is such a painful reminder to see others having what we want. There were just as many women like that out there when we were still naive and pregnant. We just didn't notice as much because we were in our own little world. Now we no longer have our blinders on and the pain is fresh and raw. Time will help with the healing. We all have to learn to adapt to a new normal. I am sorry that you are going through this and I wish you strength and peace.
I am sorry for your loss. I lost our son 3 days ago at 20 weeks. We got to spend several hours with our son Camden. I too am dreading the spring/summer, 7 of my neighbors are pregnant and due when I was. If you ever need to talk. We can help each other.
I am very sorry for your loss. This is a hard step to walk. I remember seeing babies at grocery stores especially upsetting me. I would get kind of angry even when I saw someone with many children, thinking, "I only wanted one more... and they get 6?"
All I can say is that in my case, we were blessed twice over after our loss of Elza at 38 weeks. Keep the faith and hope!
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