[Sweetrossy]

Well on satuday as i was posting the pics, DH was feeding Ryan. when i finised posting i started arranging the stuff so that i can pump. when i first went to th e bedroom he was still suckling and i just joked and said to DH isnt it enought then i went to pic up a glass.. coming back to the room i saw DH holding him lying down on his lap and i asked what was wrong.. He was shocked and said he stopped breathing. i took him and he was turning blue. His neck and head stiff.. I just turned him upside down holding him with his legs up and hit him from behind then he came back. It was very very tramautic. I thought he was going to die. We took him to hospital where he was taken to NICU. His breathing was not so good and so was his heartbeat coz he was in shock. He was fed via tube and had breathing assistances. coz when he tried to suckle he choked.
As at yesterday he was doing much much better.. he drinks on his own meaning the tube is removed and has no breathing assistance. He could be coming back home but we will be given a monitor. they checked him for viruses but he was just developing a cold and being an early born its a bit too much for him.
We do need your prayers and positive thoughts