[Nitwit]

I went to bed last night terrified...

Thursday night dh and I went to our "birthing class" that was really just and orientation and tour of the birthing center... which was fine. That's all I really wanted. The teacher answered some of my questions especially one in particular. I wanted to know if I was allowed someone in the room with me when I get the epidural. BFN... as in BIG FAT NO! I'm terrified of needles!! So last night I was laying in bed half asleep kind of day dreaming about being in labor and having the epidural when I went into like a deep sleep and dreamt that I had the epidural. Jayson was allowed in the room at first and the teacher lady was the nurse and she literally kicked him out of the room leaving me screaming for him while I had this needle put into my back...

Needless to say it was a really bad dream. I'm really scared about it now... I know that I'm being irrational but doesn't help me out... I'm really scared now. I don't know if I can actually deliver this baby....