[Angel038]

I am leaving tomorrow to move back to hometown. I am leaving fiance. It hurts like hell but I know this is the best thing to do for me and him. he has no respect for me. I just cant take the lies and deception anymore. My heart cant take it no more. My sister is driving 8 hours to comeget me and then im driving back the 8 hours back home. I asked him to drive me over weekend but he would not. He left for racing for 2 days so i figured i would leave while he was gone to be easier on both. I feel so hurt, angry, empty, lost and confused. Just wish he would of fought for our relationship. I fought to much and im tired out from it. Now i have insomnia and anxious because of leaving. Grrr. well, needed to vent, ty for reading, Kim

[MiaCamille]

Good luck to you it seems to be for the best... there's nothing like family

[QueenAngie]

Drive safely!

We're here to support you. You'll feel better when you get back with your family.

(((Hugs)))

[MissyChrissy]

I'm so sorry. This is a new beginning for you though...of course you'll mourn the ending of the relationship, but it really is a chance to begin afresh. Perhaps with him even...but if not, you will meet someone some day. I honestly believe in what's meant to be, will be. (((HUGS)))

[Sweetrossy]

Im so sorry and hope that made the right decision.. Life is always full of surprises.. sometimes when u leave and u both have time.. thats when you realise how important the other person.. its a really trying momnet and hope u to solve your problems.. whatever the outcome is just know there is a reason for whatever happens and that God always has a plan for u.. Goodluck and take care

[mollymae]

I totally know how you feel. I felt like a failure, like it was my fault he didn't love me enough to respect me. When I decided I couldn't put up with the behavior or him anymore I had to go to a numb place just to deal with it. It hurt like hell but.. there was light. 2 months after I kicked him out thinking with 3 kids i'd probably be on my own for at least the next 20 years. I met my soulmate. We've now been married for 3 years and have 2 more children. You can do this! You are strong and it does get better. You derserve better! Good Luck.

[yahyah]

Wow, what a concept. Meet your soul mate. I can't imagine. I am in a similar boat Angelkim. I am going through the angry stage, though. venting. need to find the numbing place. cause, this stinks.

[nogloryhere]

I am in the can't sleep, heartbroken phase. Crying a lot. I sympathize with you. My sister is helping me through my own situation. I'm glad you have someone to help you. Good luck.

[QueenAngie]

Nogloryhere, welcome to the board!

So sorry that you are hurting right now.
The good thing is that you have a dear sister to help you through
this situation.

Aren't sisters the best!

[mollymae]

Welcome on board nogloryhere! It does get better I promise. I takes time but you will come through it.