can't stop remembering, all of a sudden.
I have experienced two first trimester losses - one in November 2001, and one in November 2005. Last year I gave birth to my beautiful baby girl, and she helped me to heal a lot. However all of a sudden now, I am thinking about both my boys a lot, and remembering my losses......... It almost feels like I've time travelled & am going through it all again. I'm not sad AS SUCH, but I am feeling a bit low, and can't stop imagining how weird & different life would be, if I'd not experienced those losses.. I would be a different person, I would have a different life. Not necessarily a better life I don't think, but it would definately be different.......
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