I have finally taken the final step and decided to scatter are babbies ashes tomorrow 29/05/2007 its going to be the most difficult thing ever!

my family keep telling me its not healthy to keep them but i want to hang on to them for ever yet in my heart in know im wrong, my hubby said at least then we will have a memorial to visit and to let other know of there existance but by tomorrow i know ill be heap on the floor again and that is not somewhere i want to be again. i suppose i have to go down to come up again, wish me luck and hope.