[clare792000]

I lost my baby at 9 weeks on tuesday, 3 days ago. I only knew i was pregnant for just over a week, it was a shock as I was on the pill, but i was so happy, hubby was coming round too. I was hoping for a little sister for my two boys. But i just cant beleive the way i feel, alone, even with so many people around me, lost, empty, guilty, angry, i feel like i will never stop feeling like this or ever be bale to stop crying. What makes it worse is when they scanned me the sac is still there so i have to wait a week for another scan to see if it passes. But they didnt tell me what to expect, should i expect to bleed more? more pain? whats normal whats not? Theres no one to talk to or to ask these questions to, and i feel like until i get the scan i cant even try to get my head round it and relax, how will i get through the next week?