Heather took the words right out of my mouth! You are only one mama, with four babies. They may wonder where mommy is right now, but in the long run, they will never remember that you were gone so much at this point. I know it is so hard for you not to be able to see them, but they're in great hands at your parent's house (right?) and you're doing the best you can.
What time of the day are all three boys at home at the same time? Maybe you could choose to be at home at that time of day, and then with Julienne during other times. I'm really sorry that you've got so much going on for you! I know this is so hard for you.
