[GraciesMommy]

Had my first day back at work. EVERYONE kept asking me how I was and if I was happy to be back. Argh. All I kept thinking about was Grace and how I wasn't with her. I tried to keep my mind off of her, but hell...I work in a restaurant so there are always families there with cute kids! I worked 10 hrs and pumped 3x and I think I only got about 10oz total which scares me. I had 24oz for DH and the daycare and they used about 16-20oz. Eeek. But I guess if you count the 4-8 oz I get in the morning and night before we should be ok. We'll see.

But it was hard. DH had to drop her off at daycare and pick her up. He said she smiled when she saw him. The daycare lady said that she didn't really sleep, and was gassy (that's my girl ) and was starting to fuss when DH got there. I think it's cause she was sooo sleepy. She went from 3 to 9 w/o a nap which is way long for her. But we only have this weekend and next weekend before we start the new daycare schedule which will be Thurs and Fri from 11 to 5 so at least she'll be home at night for a normal bedtime routine.

Worried about work cause the manager that replaced me while I was on maternity leave suddenly doesn't like me and I'm not sure why. I think it's cause I talked to our boss and got a set schedule that I needed for daycare and she didn't get the schedule that she wanted. But...I've been with the company 3 yrs longer than her and I've been at our particular store longer (like 3 yrs longer) and our boss likes me better (cause I do things without being asked...she needs to be told to do stuff). She didn't do a lot of the stuff that I ususally do while I was on leave, so now I have to go back and catch up. Our boss doesn't like her and vents to me...and she doesn't like him and vents to me. Sigh, I honestly wish she'd go back to SLC and work cause I feel like I'm competing with her and technically I'm her boss, but no one really knows that. Tomorrow will be the first time we work together and it shall prove to be interesting.

Ok this is a novel, but long story short...day went ok. 4 more togo before I have a whole day with Grace again.