Frustrated and Disappointed- In need of Advice
Hello I am new to this forum. I am seeking to both acquire advice from those in my situation and vent my frustrations. My husband I have been TTC for over 3 1/2 years now. I am 32 years old and have one child, an 8 year old. I have been to the OB who diagnosed me with 1.) Uterine Polyps 2.) Endometreosis 3.) Hormone imbalance 4.) Scar tissue from my previous c-section as well as my tubes being twisted from not healing properly-the tubes were twisted and scar tissue attatched them to the inside walls.
That being said, I opted for surgery to correct these issues. The surgery was to untwist my tubes and remove any polyps/endometriosis which would then correct the hormone imbalance and help me get pregnant within a few months. However, It has been almost a year since my surgery and still, I am not pregnant. We ttc every ovulation, like clockwork, yet nothing. I have tried natural suplements, such as chasteberry for almost 8 months now...What am I doing wrong, what is wrong with me?
I am nearly ready to give up. I am so saddened, frustrated and tired of the disapointment each month when my mestrual cycle starts again. When will it happen for me? I have tried "not trying" in the first two years or so, we just stopped using protection and I thought "if it happens it happens". But now it has just made me feel that it is not meant to happen. If anyone can relate to this, has advice or needs to vent their own frustrations, feel free to reply. Thank you in advance for both listening and any advice you may have.
LA
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