[peanutsmommy28]

it feels like i am never going to have my baby...i have gone into false labor twice since my placentak abruption..the doctor has told me that i can have the baby whenever since she is big enough and her lungs matured with the steroids they injected me with. i really thought tonight was the night, but i guess i don't know what a real contraction is, though i have looked it up many times what it feels like and the description matches how it feels, but the moniter at the hospital shows, as the nurse describes it, "blips". i don't get it, what am i feeling (which, by the way, are painful and regular) if they arent contractions? i don't even think they are braxton hicks anymore. oh, and my baby's movement has decreased today, since normally she is an incredibly active baby..especially when the moniters are on her (she didn't move once tonight with the moniters on!!!) i just don't get it and i am really upset and uncomfortable..