[wanttobemommy]

But I can not wait until I have the freedom to eat as much or as little as I want. I mean I miss being able to eat seconds once in awhile. I normally dont over indulge but I made Fajitas tonight which normally we only do once every month or two. So when we do have them I usually tend to eat a little more than I should but they are my absolute fav and since we make them with chicken and steak they are expensive. I have a weird thing with leftovers. I will only be able to eat it agian tomorrow and then I wont be able to do eat it again. I get grossed out for whatever reason.

But back to the point. Depending on what I eat I have to eat very little because even chewing can cause me to gag. If I dont eat enough I get sick. If I eat too little I get sick. I just miss the days that I could over eat if I wanted to or not eat too much if I didnt want to. I also miss my Mt Dew. I need caffine. Coffee makes me sick and so do all kinds of pop. I have always been a caffine junkie and I miss feeling awake .