[Possibility_girl]

okay, i am working on healing from my husbands affair. we are talking and seem to be moving forward. i am seeing a counselor. i have made a promise to myself not to check my husbands emails. but i have twice found myself. i have also found accounts to other dating sites. th problem is , he is a smooth talker and has used the "testing you " line in the past. he got mad that i was checking it and i told him i would back off. i want to trust him again. i cant if i dont know if he is fooling around again, but if i keep checking his email, ill just keep driving myself crazy, then i get upset and short tempered with the kids, and i know that is not fair to them. Sometimes its hard to keep my mind occupied since i am a stay at home mom.

Thanks for any advice