[jewelerz07]

Hey ladies,
I haven't been on here in a long time! I been REALLY busy with all my school things .. and well I been through A LOT my computer crashed and EVERYTHING deleted... ugh.. well yeah things that have happened in the past couple of months... I still cant believe LiLia isn't here.. my due date is coming up.. and I'm a little dreppresed that I wont have her in my arms... I haven't been this sad since it happened I was always really able to control my emotions but now I cant seem to hold it in.. sometimes I just wanna cry myself to sleep..
And today being mother's day... I felt WORSE... but yeah..
Me and juan broke up it was my choice .. I couldn't let my depression get to him too he was being really nice but now out of nowhere he is being mean and rude I think he is mad at me.. I did it for the both of us... well yeah graduation is less than a month away... and Im getting really excited...
How have you girls been.... ?

[QueenAngie]

Bet you are excited about graduation coming up and all that fun!

Too bad about Juan and breaking up,
but it is hard to go away to school and have a long distance boyfriend.

Just think of all the great guys you'll meet at college in the fall.

Do you go this summer for a preliminary overnight college visit?
We did that along with some testing for DS#1.
We stayed in the dorms and got a taste of college life.

[jewelerz07]

I graduated and I have pic imma upload them or just post them it's up too you guyz if you dont mind me posting pics.. but yeah i decided to go to CSLB.. and things haven't looked up today I went to a funeral the killed my friend last weekend it just hurts to know that someone so positive about life isn't here anymore... I will miss him.. but yeah in a lighter note im doing better with dealing with my feelings ... i wouldn't cry and I needed too...

How are you ladies doing??

[2006Mama]

Glad to hear your doing better

[QueenAngie]

So sorry to hear about your friend's funeral. That had to have been difficult.

Looking ahead, have you started getting things organized for college?
Will you be in a dorm or commute?

[jewelerz07]

THANKS LADIES.....

Angie- Im getting ready to go to CSDH... so .. yeah but first.. im going with some friends.. to PUERTO RICO (yay)... it going to be lotz of fun .. i leave in about 2 weeks.. so yeah...

I wonder how all you ladies are doing??