[kimchee67]

A lot has happened the past couple of days, and we are no longer TTC. I realized that I was just TTC another baby to try and make myself happy in my relationship. I think my rationale was, with Scarlet I'm stuck in this relationship so we might as well act like a family and have another one. We've been going back and forth with troubles since March, and now I'm just tired of it. Scarlet and I are going to move out for awhile so we can all think things out. I think the reaction I got from him after my chemical was so hurtful that I realized that I can't really be with someone so unsupportive. I'm not mad at him and I want to make sure we're on good terms for Scarlet, but I can't be with him anymore. Thanks to everyone for helping me out the past couple of months. Without you guys I would've had no support. Thanks!