[Artist30]

Hello Everyone,

I cant complain about my hubby being unfaithful or mean, he is the nicest man. The problem seems to be with me....

We used to work for the same company, and I LOVED my job. The challenge was, i never got a promotion and when he came on board after me, and after i had helped him with some training, he did! Now as a wife, I am happy for him, as a co-worker I hate him.

I have since moved on to another venture, but we have only been married 1 year and in that time he has gone on three very COOL work trips, New York (never been) Vegas (never been) and recently a convention in the midwest where he recieved an award in front of all of our peers (my old peers) which i missed out on. I feel like Im losing touch with him more and more each day. Instead of feeling happy for him, i want out! I am having MAJOR resentment issues. We never took a honeymoon and our quality time together is next to nill, all the while he goes out to expensive dinners on his trips while I hold down the fort back home.
he tells me all the time he loves me, tries to kiss on me, and I feel like "yeah right buddy, Im just gonna spread em cuz your home now and horny while I run a business you were suppossed to be helping with! Not!"

Please guys....tell me something, anything. I just want to sell our house, my salon and get MY freedom back so i can have a little fun once in a while, because we never do together anymore. I feel like a hateful old nag and I now resort to making snide comments and it actually makes me feel good to do so. i know its wrong, but I cant help it.