[allybama]

Well I think this is what's commonly called a relapse. Sorry Kara. When I left the centre, I was 119 pounds. I looked okay I suppose. I felt fat. I got home and thought how much better I'd feel if I was just a *few* pounds lighter...not much, just a few. Well...I have been denying a problem since I left. They sent me with a meal plan that I helped design, full of things I like to eat. Well, I look at it at home, and there's just SO much on it. So I had room to cut back a little. And cut back I did. Looking back on me leaving there, I don't think I ever really intended to go through with trying to reach 140 pounds, as was their goal for me. Currently, I am back down to 104 and not making anywhere close to the calorie goal they gave me.