I really want another baby. <sigh> I keep playing the "if Avery (or Adrian or Alexis) had lived he (or she) would have been _____" game. It's awful. I just want a baby to hold. Right now I'm dealing with thinking that this time last year is when I got pregnant with Avery (the first baby I lost). He'd be about 3 months old right now. If I were to get pregnant this cycle and if I were able to carry to term, I'd have to wait until next March or April to hold the new baby.
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I understand how you feel. We lost our baby in 2007 and I still look at other peoples children and say 'yep, he would be about that age right now'.
I'm guessing it's something that we will never get over.
I pray that you will be given the gift that you so desire.
I am so sorry for all that you have been through. I remember having those feelings after the first loss (there was 5 of us at work due within 2 weeks of each other). I always knew when I would be attending childbirth/breastfeeding classes. I knew when my by shower would have been. I knew when I would be getting an ultrasound...all of this had I not miscarried. It was pure torture. Take it easy on yourself. You have experienced so much loss in such a short period of time.
Yep I know exactly how it feels & I have a reminder walking around my house everyday. Every time we celebrate Nevy's birthday (which is next week) I think about her baby B that we lost. Still wonder to this day if that was our boy.
I'm so sorry about your loss , I know it is hard but you have to be strong and you have to keep trying to have a kid, don't worry everything will be okey, if you want it very hard you will have it !
He'd be about 3 months old right now. If I were to get pregnant this cycle and if I were able to carry to term, I'd have to wait until next March or April to hold the new baby.
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I am so sorry for all that you have been through. I remember having those feelings after the first loss (there was 5 of us at work due within 2 weeks of each other). I always knew when I would be attending childbirth/breastfeeding classes. I knew when my by shower would have been. I knew when I would be getting an ultrasound...all of this had I not miscarried. It was pure torture. Take it easy on yourself. You have experienced so much loss in such a short period of time. 
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