[poliscmjr]

Finally my levels are going down to almost nothing. I called and got the results from last Fridays test and I was down to 14. I go again on Monday and have more blood drawn to make sure that I'm at 0.
Still no results back to tell me what went wrong this time. I wish I knew so that I could move forward.
I'm also have mental anguish. I'm afraid to let dh touch me, for fear that I'll get pregnant again and this could happen. It's been really tough on us both, and he is trying to bring us closer but I'm having problems looking at him the same way. Have any of you have these thoughts? And how did you get past them?

[angelstarsmum]

so glad your levels are coming down, that makes you one step closer to moving one step forward!(((HUGZ))) The feelings your having are normal and your obviously still grieving, try and tell DH how your feeling and im sure he'll understand that your not ready to get PG at the moment, this is what i was feeling and DH took a back seat for a while. Hope everything goes well on Mon but don't feel your the only one who feels this way it is normal and you will be able to move on but only when your ready too.xsarah