[floresazules]

Hi everyone, Im feeling so lonely as a woman, my husband has never been very sexual, and I eventually got tired of been the one always trying to be intimate with him, we have a 2 year old and a 4 month old. both because of me. First time i got pregnat because I was telling him we have to do it, everytime Iwas ovulating, than when I got pregnat he make the excuse for not having sex, that he did not wanted to hurt the baby, even thought the doctor tell him that was ok, so we did not have sex until maybe 8 months after my baby was born and only 2 times, than I got pregant again, have sex one time when I was about 3 months pregnat ( it was a horrible expereince) I felt almost like, I was forcing him and he was doing me a favor. but did't really wanted me, and we had have not sex since that day. I had gain about 60 pounds of over eatting, I use food to feel better right away beause I feel lonely. I dont think my weight is the problem because this issue started before, sometimes I think my husband is gay because he dosen't seem to care or worry that we have not sex, while Im sad everyday.... by the way and YES. I had talk to him about this many many times, and is always, I dont not why Im like this, I well try, or Im sorry and this is not what I want to hear, I dont want my husband to try hard to have sex with me, that just make me feel more bad, I want someone who really wants me.....I dotn wish this situation to any woman or men out there.

[floresazules]

I though I was going to feel better writtning here, but no one cares, thanks for reading any way.

[jorgeegirl]

I understand your situation completely. It feels terrible. I'd like to recommend a different site. It's called Experience Project. It's free and there is a huge communitly of people in a group called "I Live In A Sexless Marriage". I found it quite by accident myself but the people there are really friendly and helpful.....and great about responding. There are over 13,000 people on that site who are dealing with this problem. You don't have to join anything to read their stories. It has helped me a lot. Write back to me if you need more info.