[almostamommy]

Hello everyone, I am new to this site. I am 26 years old and after wanting to be a mommy for a while we finally found out I was pregnant on my husbands birthday. But then at 6 weeks, after a horrible experience at the hospital, we found out I was having a miscarriage. I was devistated. I wanted this baby so much and I just don't know how to deal with it. We decided to name him even though we didn't know the gender. His name is Samuel. How do you get through this? What do you do to remember the baby? How do you turn a terrifying experience into a loving memory of my first child?