[erinellakal]

I am jealous of dh.
I am jealous of him having fun. He gets to go golfing, which he LOVES to do, whenever he wants. He gets to have fun with out kids and with out ME.....it sux!

Even if i get out of the house i have the kids with me. I just want to have something to do that is fun for ME that doesn't involve dh or the kids or the dog or my mom or anyone else! Just ME!
BUT how do i do that and not feel guilty? Guilty for leaving the kids home, guilty for spending money, guilty for not involving Matt.................

Do you guys have activities that you do all by your selves that are REALLY fun? I mean FUN, like you get back and you're like WOW! that was fun! ykwim?

HELP!