[landj111]

Today has been a very emotional day for me. It is my angel babies EDD. I can't stop thinking what might have been. Would I be holding him/her right now or would my angel would have wanted to stay put a little longer. I know all these feelings are normal right now but, I just can't help to feel very angry and jealous. I just want my baby back. I want to hold my baby. I want to hear my baby cry. All the fun and not so fun stuff. I want my baby

[Alejandros Mommy]

BIG HUGE ((((((SQUEEZY))))))) HUG headed your way. I hope that you had someone with you today and you didn't have to go through this day alone.

[mommy2067]

I am sending you big, big ((((((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))) too!!! I completely relate to what you are going to b/c I went through the exact same thing in July...on the 30th...difficult day!! I understand all the thoughts and emotions you are feeling today...Hang in there...

[landj111]

DH and I went through today together. Thanx for the hugs I need them.

[poliscmjr]

I'm so sorry you're going through this. I can't imagine having to do this in January. I hope you and dh were able to share this special day.

[Kats Playland]

I'm glad you and the DH had each other to lean out for this. I went thew the same thing in Aug with mine, and the DH was a huge help. And it didn't help my niece was born on my EDD too boot... Best of luck to you guys and hope you get the baby you dream of soon.

[2girls]

Hugs and thoughts coming your way.

[MiaCamille]

i'm so sorry....

[shellyhudson]

Originally Posted by landj111

Today has been a very emotional day for me. It is my angel babies EDD. I can't stop thinking what might have been. Would I be holding him/her right now or would my angel would have wanted to stay put a little longer. I know all these feelings are normal right now but, I just can't help to feel very angry and jealous. I just want my baby back. I want to hold my baby. I want to hear my baby cry. All the fun and not so fun stuff. I want my baby

I know your pain all to well. I am so very very sorry that you are going through this right now. Shelly

[carolinagrl]

I know I'm a little late with this, but I just wanted to let you know you're not alone...I'm glad you and DH were able to mourn together- that helps so much! My EDD was 9/20 and it hurt soooo bad! But, it seems that it actually has helped bring a little closure for me since that day. Have you experienced that too?