[guiltformylittleangel]

I found out about 3 weeks ago that my father has been molesting my daughter. She came out and told my 12 year old stepdaughter after being asked if her grandfather(my dad) does things to her. She suspected it and so did my mother in law for along time because my daughter was always red down there. Geez..now that i think of it she has been red down there for about three years now. So my daughter came out and told my step daughter about bad things that my dad has been doing to her. Anything sexual you can imagine he has been doing. I called the police the same day and they inreviewed her and got all the details which they can not tell me until its decided if we go to trial. If we go to trial I will not know til after so that way it does not affect my testimony. I am just sick and have been since I found out. They arrested my father and the next day he posted a 50000 bond per the newspaper article detailing everything. This is a small town and everyone know who my father is and who I am. Social Services in involved and my daughter and I will start counseling soon. When does this pain ever go away?