[Mtmom]

Ok, maybe that's a little drastic, I suppose it could be worse, I know it is for alot of people in this world so I'm almost ashamed to whine about my life, but here it goes anyway.
We relocated from the city to the country about 7 months ago and I hate it here. It was my husband's idea. I too wanted to move away from where we were living because the neighborhood was getting bad, and dangerous. We decided on moving to the country because we have family here so at least we wouldn't be living somewhere where we didn't know anyone at all. I thought I would welcome the change and peaceful life compared to the hustle and bustle of city life but I'm not adjusting very well. It took me FOREVER to find a job. My 16 year old is struggling in school and facing failure in math, he's always been an honor roll student so this is completely out of the ordinary for him. I don't let on to my unhappiness around him and he's made many friends here and seems to be adjusting although he tells me when he graduates school, he wants to go back to where we moved from, I know he misses his old neighborhood. In the meantime, I'm just so depressed and I'm not sure what to do about it. I'm stuck here with no way out. This is not my way, I'm normally always happy and joking around and life was good, now I feel like I'm in hell 24-7.