[arrowgirl]

I've been married for 10 1/2 years now, known him for 20 and seperated for 3 days. There is of course a whole slew of problems here, but what I'm wondering IS... If I'm not attracted to him anymore and I know I'm not a lesbian and he hasn't really changed physicaly since we've gotten married...WHAT the heck is wrong with me!? I've read some old posts about people not bieng attracted to thier husbands anymore b/c they have let themselves go...but really, my husband can still pass for a young 20-something. I mean sure, he's a bit out of shape, but not enough to justify the tottal discust that I seem to have for him. I enjoy bieng around him. He's my best friend...but the thought of bieng physically intament with him makes my skin crawl. Could this have anything to do with my trust issues and how I felt betrayed by him 3 years ago? Can I EVER feel attracted to him again? Could it be because mabey I think he's "ugly" on the inside and that turns him "ugly" on the outside?