not sure where to post this
I found a support group I'd like to go to but I can't bring my daughter and I admit it's not really a place for her to be but I can't get myself to leave her with a baby sitter. Ever since I lost our little boy I've just been unable to let her out of my sight because I'm worried something will happen. At least if I am there and something happens I can't blame anyone else and can say I've done all I can do.....I know it's a irrational thing but I'm just not ready to let her go. I have her stay home with my dh sometimes but thats it. We don't have family who lives close enough so I never leave her with them. I am not sure what to do...should I go to the group and worry about her the whole time I'm there or should I just.....stay with my baby and feel better knowing I'm keeping her safe? I know I'm nuts.....I can't seem to help it. I know better but it doesn't change how I feel about it.
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