[JeanLynn81]

Sorry I haven't been posting. I've lurked here and there, but have just been too depressed to type anything out. Alot has been going on. So let me give you my list-

First thing....my mom does have lung cancer. It is in both of her lungs, and as of now is inoperable because it found its way into her lymph nodes. So she has to start chemo tomorrow. I'm staying as positive about it as I can, but sometimes I catch myself crying out of the blue and its hard to stop. Makes for an embarrasing situation at my new job. At least I am working though...

They found out that they can't fit the tube in to drain my grandfather's blood clot, so you know...I guess its just a matter of time on that..

And for the past few days I've been freaking out, because somehow my dd's father tracked me down and I have to deal with his crap on top of everything else. I can't get into detail about that because apparently he knows about my account on here and has been reading everything. So Bill, if you are reading this.. &%$##@ off.

Anyways, I have been in my own little personal hell here. Sorry if I don't respond to alot of posts on here. I usually like to keep my comments positive, and right now its just too hard to do. But I thought I should let you all know that I'm still alive and well, and still on here from time to time. God bless you all and thanks for being here for me. It means so much to me...

[twinzplus3]

Oh Jean. . .I'm so sorry.

[mcmama]

I am sorry about all that is on you right now. It is hard to deal with these things as a responsible adult and parent.

As for your concerns about Bill, we have banned people who used this site to stalk and harass our members. So if you are experiencing any unusual communications or activity on the site, please let me know.

[Alejandros Mommy]

Oh Jean...I am so sorry...I've Pm you. HugZ to you and your family.

[angelic_ky]

i'm sorry Jean; hopefully the chemo works

[Klarka]

omg thats really A LOT to deal with. Please try to stay as positive as you can, and strong for your girls. Big hugs your way.

[poliscmjr]

Jean, thank you for the update. I was getting worried about you. I'm truly sorry to hear what you're going through right now. I'm not going to tell you what you need to do, nor am I going to tell you everything happens for a reason. Because we all know we can never figure out what exactly the reasons are for anything! Just know we are all here for you, and if you need anything please do not hesitate to ask.

[MiaCamille]

so sorry to hear all that is going on in your life right now stay strong

[pattiewrites]

You and your family are in my prayers, Jean!

As for the @!*%@!, we've got your back, hon!

[LeanyBean]

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