[kerri_m]

Hi I am 26 years old with an 8 year old son, who I adore more than anything! I am also 12 weeks pregnant. I was with my sons father for 10 years, since we were kids really. Anyway over the past year things have been so so bad, he has completely changed. He drinks and gambles all the time aswell as doing god only knows what else! He lies every day and has basically put us through hell. He is now at the point where he wont see his son, its been 2 months now! He lets him donw, wont pay maintenance and can say some really really hurtful things. I just don't know what to do, I am worn out. My son cried every day for his dad (who I say loves him and is away working) but I can not keep this up. Also I am terrified of having a baby and just so lonely having to do it all on my own. I have no idea what I am going to do or what way things are going to turn out. Please help!!