Hello my name is Mindie and i am 16 years old! and right now it is 1:14a.m. and i cant sleep! i love sleeping but for some reason i cant get to sleep tonight! sometimes at night when i cant sleep i just want to cry and i dunno why! I wish i knew why! just out of know where i want to cry! and usualy when i am at my happiest i am with my fiance but there are sometimes with him i feel down and start drifting off into my little worlds that have nothing in them! he is always asking me wat is wrong but the thing is i really dunno wat is wrong so i always respond with i am fine really i am! And then i get into this other person sometimes when i get really upset and i start talking about killing myself but then i snap out of it later and dont remember a thing that i said so the only thing i can think of saying is i am sorry!!! And then i always ask the person who is ever with me wat i said and usualy i get this response you dont want to know!! But really wat is wrong with me? i was suicidle for about three years but when i meet my fiance that all changed! i didnt want to die anymore! And also i had a m/c about a month ago! but i dunno wat is wrong with me and i would really like to know cause i dont like this at all! So can anyone help me??
Mindie Kay