just looking for some people who know what i'm going through. december 1st my baby girl was born via c section at 32 weeks gestation due to complications. she came out and was perfectly healthy! beautiful and perfect. being so small she had to stay in the NICU, 7 days later she developed necrotizing enterocitosis... and 2 days later she was gone. she passed away the morning of the 10th. my birthday was december 5th and i thought i had the best birthday present in the whole world. now i just sit around my house and look at all the baby stuff i should be using...
now i have to wait a 1 1/2 before i can even try and have another baby, i'm falling apart here