So tired.
Ok so I knew this was coming but I didnt think it would hit me like a ton of bricks. I am happy that I only work like 5 to 6 hours a day because I end up needing so much sleep. This hit me so hard about four days ago. I have been sleeping for about 10 to 12 hours. It isnt a very restful sleep. The baby will kick or turn and it is starting to wake me up. But I cant seem to get out of bed. Yesterday I got 10 hours of sleep and was up for about 4 and had to take a quick nap before work. Today I got about 12 hours of sleep and feel totally exhausted and have to go to work in an hour. I talked to my boss about taking an earlier maternity leave but the cooperate office said they will only allow her to hold my job for six weeks. I didnt intend on going back to work at all but part of me knows I will want to work. While the other part of me is saying just to quit. I am just so tired that all I want to do is sleep.
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