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Well no suprise, it was another BFN at the doctors office. I am thinking about just giving up totally. I can't do this anymore. If AF just showed up on time or even a few days late I could deal with that, but I'm a week overdue and she is still not here. So I get my hopes up and thought for sure the doctor was just going to say its postive! But nope not for me, they did draw blood just to double check in case it was to early but I know deep down that is going to be a negative too. I am seriously thinking about giving up. I don't think I am strong enough to do this anymore maybe motherhood was not ment for me. I would have logged on sooner but went out with some friends after work to try and get my mind off of yet another in a long line of let downs.