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UGH. I'm scared I'm about to have my 5th loss. Yesterday (Friday) I was on the phone and I felt this gush come out of me. I ran to the bathroom and some blood had come spilling out. It was bright red. I guess it wasn't a ton (looking back). It was one gush. It's been brown spotting (thick in consistency) ever since but it's slight and more when I wipe. My doctor has told me to rest all weekend and I will have an ultrasound at some point on Monday. My last ultrasound was 3 days ago and they didn't see any clotting or blood in there at the time. The sac measured a day ahead at 5 weeks 3 days. They said everything looked great. I've been having a lot of light cramping for the last 2 weeks. Some times it's more "robust" cramping than others. I have light cramping now. I know I need to try my best to not panic, but this just doesn't look great. My hope is that it's the embryo making more of an appearance and perhaps there is blood that is irritating my uterus, hence the cramps. I'm scared.