[Kats Playland]

So far the new year hasn't gone well for me... One of my close friends was in a car wreck in which the suv he was in rolled. He's fine but I was a worried mess til all his test came back. Then to add to it, someone hit our dog last night and killed her. To add insult to the event whomever did it gunned it when he noticed DH was outside with her... I've been a crying mess since last night to the point my parents have had to take our DD home with them.

The only good news I've gotten so far this is my husband's job is safe and he's not going to lose a portion of his sales for at least the next 3 months. Which is helpful since the baby will be here in less than 19 days. **Wow, I can't believe I'm almost done!**

My dr appointment went well today. My BP was high, but I knew that was a gimme after the past 48hrs I've had. They were worried about it til I told them what's been going on. Some how, I've lost another pound!! How I did that over the holiday break and me eatting like 4-5 small meals a day I'll never know... The doctor didn't seem all to worried cause he's getting bigger and has a very strong HB. I go back next Friday and they're gonna check my cervix, and there's a good chance schedule another U/S to see how big he's gotten again... My last dr app for now is the 14, and I'll sign all the paper work for my C-section, scheduled the 22nd. So much left to do and so little time to do it in... I just can't wait til he's in my arms, I know things will get better from there. And a plus is DH has the 21-Feb 1 off for vacation to help out. Then my mom will take over for a few wks after that.

So I'm just riding a HUGE rollercoaster of emotions right now, and can't wait til I finally get off! *Sorry so long, I just had to get it all out. It my stress reliever...*