[froggles_fi]

a great day today ally well done!!!

[allybama]

Thanks you guys...I have sort of been following this lately. I just keep forgetting to post. Too many youngsters, .

[ihavefaith]

you are right, we are going through similar battles. its 4th of july and i am trapping myself away from the world. scared to let others see how fat i have gotten though. its a beautiful day out too. today is suppose to be day 1 of my cleanse/liquid diet for 21 days to get me down to my goal but i already had a big bowl of Kashi Fiber Cereal with blueberries and soy millk i feel like i have already failed and i am never going to lose weight.

maybe we can help each other through our eating disorder.

height: 5'4"
current wt: 138lbs
goal: 115lbs

[allybama]

Alright...I don't know why I never remember to write in here.

I'm doing pretty well - overall, anyway. Few bouts with purging lately but generally not too bad. I have cracked my goal weight #1 (100) and am working towards goal weight #2 (105). Right now I am 102, which is way low for 5'10". My nutritionist wants to see me at 140 when all is said and done. We'll see!

[mama2riley]

That's great Ally! A little at a time is the way to success. Keep working at it!

[allybama]

Thanks Melissa Your babes are beautiful!

[ihavefaith]

congrats ally!

[allybama]

I've kind of not been following my plan the past couple of days, and it's showing. I'm at 100.3 right now, so a loss of over 2 lbs. My doctor was pretty mad when he weighed me today. I've kind of found my way back to throwing up, which is SO BAD and I admitted that to my doctor and my shrink, so we'll see what plans they come up with for me.

[allybama]

At 99.1 right now.

Am in major trouble with my husband, my doctor, my nutritionist, my mother and my shrink.

And yet...I don't care what they think.

I feel FAT. And I need to not feel fat anymore, like I'm suffocating under all this fat and I can't get away from it.

[Alejandros Mommy]

HugZ Ally...you are beautiful! Remember you are a strong woman you can do this!