The past couple of days
I haven't been online the past couple of days because I was yet again back in the hopsital. The shot of methatrexate did not work. My levels were still increasing, and I had to back to the er for another round of bloodowork, u/s and shot. This was all on Wednesday night. I went into the ER who was suppose to know I was coming so that at least the bloodwork could be started. But no one bothered to read my Docs orders that he sent down, because normally docs don't send orders to the ER and no one listen to me when I told them they had to be there. When I finally went back to the room, I had a horrible nurse (man nurse no sympathy). He really hurt taking my blood. The doc came in and talked to us and he saw how upset I was and he gave me a pill to calm me down. We were waiting for an u/s tech to come in as it was now after midnight to do the u/s. When I finally had that done it was determined my tubes were clear, but there was a nonvialbe fetus in my uterus. All I kept thinking was the shot I had last week killed my baby. The doc assured me that wasn't possible because my beta levels were still not high enough for how far along the baby was measuing (approx 7 weeks). He told me I would have to have an emergency d&c. I've heard women on here talk about it but I never dreamed I would be the next one to have one. They prepped me and I went to the OR, they tried to sedate me, and I fell asleep but my body was to restless so I had to go under general, where they have to intibate you. The doc said they had to hold down every part of my body. I was then in recovery and put in a room for a few hours to make sure I was ok. I got release around 9:00am and got to go home and go to bed Thursday morning.
This was nothing the doc had ever seen what I have been through with one person.
My body hurts all over from them holding me down. I feel ok where the d&c was done.
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