And shove it.

. Ok but in all honestly. I am soooo sooo confused. I had symptoms for a few days now and today I wake up with nothing. No symptoms but yet I got a temp rise. I am now 98.1. Pre O I am normally 96. something... So my chart looks really good considering I am due for AF here like tomorrow.
I am just worried to see a BFN or even a BFP for that matter. I hate getting BFP's to learn that there is something wrong with the pregnancy and Im going to loose it. The only symptoms I did have that were giving me some hope were that I was queasy, increased appetite, increased sex drive, tired (a little more than usual) and Sore BBs. I have had increased watery/creamy cm. But nothing is SCREAMING pregnant to me. But then again nothing really screamed pregnant with Jaxon either.
I dont know what to think or do. I dont want to get my hopes up just to get disappointed. And the reason I want to take my chart and tell my dr to shove it... I cant stop over analyzing it. I am getting really annoyed with my chart and my new obsession as if it will do a trick when I look at it next.
But thats about it for my update, I will not be testing until Feb. If AF stays away.