[karen34]

Im new at this so be patient with me. My name is Karen and I am 34 years old I am in desperate need of someone to just listen to my feelings. I lost my daddy May 6,2008 to cancer three weeks later I lost my moma on May 27,2008. Ever since they died a part of me died to. Its like I dont exsist in this world any more. The only thing that keeps me going is my four year old son. I get up everyday and put on a happy face for him. My husband of nine years acts like its no big deal. He tells me their dead and theres nothing you can do about it. That really hurts me. I quit my job in dec.2007 to take care of my dad who was dying of cancer and my mom whos health wasnt the greatest. My husband use to give me crapp about that too. He always exspected me to pick and choose over him or my parents who really needed me the most. I could keep writing forever but is there any one out there who has been through similiar situations. thanks karen