[maryavan]

I've been reading and thinking of others here who have had AF mucking w/ them recently--either being late w/ BFP or AF acting goofy. I'm in the "anytime now would be nice" waiting period. AF is due tomorrow. Yesterday though, 12 dpo, I had pink spotting when I wiped (nothing on pad) for several hours accompanied by bad cramping. Today only very light wipe spots in am, nothing later. Cramps gone. Not many AF symptoms. No pregnancy symptoms. POAS tests have been negative the past few days (yeah, I'm impatient and have .39 to waste a day ). I know it'd still be early possible, esp if yesterday was implantation bleeding.

I just hope AF starts tomorrow or tests are positive soon. If I haven't started tomorrow, I think I'll take my progesterone just in case. I'm fine if AF shows up. I wasn't really feeling like we caught the egg this month. But the odd for me spotting yesterday has me wondering...

I wanted to shoot dh tonight though. I was asking for some reassuring attitudes from him if we do get a BFP. "What are you scared of?" he said to his wife who had 3 m/c in 12 months. Seriously! This would make 4 pregnancies in 15 months. Doesn't take Sherlock to figure that out what I'm concerned about.