[darklizard14]

So Im new here and didn't know exactly where to post this, but here I go...
I'm 20 and engaged for 2 months now, but we're not planning to get married right away since Im starting college this month and he's not decided on what to do with his life. The thing is, we've been thinking non stop of a baby...it started few months ago when we both lost our virginity and we though I was pregnant because of all the symptoms and I know we're supose to be releived knowing I wasn't but we weren't completely..meaning we kind of wanted to happen even though it's not the moment. I've been thinking about it constently and sometimes it affects my mood. We're both ready to have a baby in all kind of ways, he wants us to get married the soon as we can, but the problem is money...I want the best for the baby but I know I won't be able to give it the big life if I have one now.
Everytime I tell him about it and I tell him I really would like to have one now, he tells me he wouldn't be against it and it makes me want one even more, knowing we both feel the same...but like I said, money is the problem, I'm starting college this year, for the next 3 years...that's a long time before I can even think of really having a baby. I know I'm still young but really, I have this feeling inside of me of wanting to be a mommy (it makes me smile now just thinking about it)
What should I do or how should I think?! It honestly makes me sad just thinking I can't have one for a long time.