OK, so after Kaydee I SWORE there would be no more babies

She is hard with all the medical issues, the reflux and screaming the first few months. Not to mention her big sister is just a plain ol' brat these days.
So why am I finding myself wishing I were pregnant again?????


I HATE pregnancy. I was so sick with both girls I would have rather died (Or so I always said)
The doctors have all recommended I dont have anymore because something isnt strong enough to hold the babies in after they reach a certain weight, why I go into labor so early.
Im thinking its because 3 baby girls were born to friends of mine in the past week? Thats the only thing I can think of. Maybe because I know Jaecy is starting school and is all grown up (in my eyes

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Hopefully this goes away soon because I know I dont want more!!!