[MiracleBaby06]

Ok so when i was a teen i lost my virginity quite young at 14 and had sex very often as much as id hate to admit it, i suffer from depression and thats how i delt with it then. At 16 i met Mike(df- he was a virgin) we had sex very early in our relationship, at 17 i found out i had PCOS and might not have kids and was put on birth control to treat my cysts. We still had sex often and when i turned 18 we started trying to get pregnant it took 7 months atfter getting on Metformin. We had a healthy sex life during pregnancy and through Aiyanas first year. Last winter Mike got into heavy drinking and our sex life changed, it became less and less. Then Mike got into drugs which resulted in us seperating in april. During that time i had become friendly with my friends cousin and ended up having sex with him and it was all i could think of. Mike and i got back together in sept and things were good for a little while and then my sex drive went away again. Ive been put on depression/anxiety meds but i still dont feel like myself yet but i always seem to want sex when hes at work an by the time hes home i couldnt be bothered and i just feel bad and dont know what else to do, once we do have sex its great but i dont know why i dont feel the need for it. I have a slightly elevaded testoerone(sp) level which was 1 reason why i wanted sex so much but i dont know whats wrong now. Any insite would be great