Hello new here, just a quick question. Sorry if wrong forum couldn't see witch on fits best.
All of sudden one of my friends says that he is possible going to die. He possible had diabetes and was going to suicide since he didn't want to live with it.
I start panic here because I have never had such conversation nor talked to a person that wanted to die. Plus we did it over Steam, witch most of the time means that you don't know the person personally but only by their alias.
So I have no way of contact other people that might be able to help him. I dont know where he is from. I just know him for a simple game, and this bomb drops on me. Don't get me wrong. He is a nice guy and all that. It just I'm not that exprienced in talking people out of things :S.
I just hope that I see him tomorrow?
Again don't judge me, I have never done this before...
Here is the chat log:
ME: sry steam crashed
ME: something?
HIM : They found something when they blood tested me
ME: yeah but something what?
HIM : Diabites maybe
ME: insulin for it?
ME: I or II?
HIM : I just don't wanna go on
ME: what dude? for that simple thing? It nothing. Its not going to kill someone and most of the times it can be fixed
HIM : I don't care, I don't want to live with it.
ME: How can you say that?
ME: My grandpa died of it.
ME: He lived with it in 30 years
ME: :S
ME: he became 95 years old
HIM: I'm only 17, I don't want a short 30 year life.
ME: he died of it because hes haert gave up
HIM: So will mine probably
ME: what your not 95 years old
ME: Look, I know what you are going through. World seems though and you feel alone. This is here you look on the outside world. How would your parrents feel about it? Your family?
ME: I have been thier too. Once I was 13 I was fat. As in really overwiegth. I was teased every time I was in the class. Each and every day. At one point it became too much, and I broke down. I actrully sad with a knife in my hand and considered it.
ME: Just for the longest two seconds of my life
ME: But I couldn't go through it.
ME: Think of the people who loved one
ME: The people who trust you
ME: Luckly my parrents steped in before I had the chance to do anything
ME: If I had suricided that day, I wouldn't have meet my gf
ME: Lost my weigt
ME: Moved on
ME: Or even better
ME: met you
ME: You got a cure for it
ME: It might bring a you a bit down but thats NOTHING
ME: Really
HIM : I know but it's just I'm already sad and depressed, and I feel like **** right now.
ME: yeah of course you do
ME: It like getting the news of your cat died
ME: But you can still move on
ME: Find the power inside
ME: Look everybody have thier downturns
ME: And the world is one big piece of ****
ME: But hey
ME: Always look on the bright side
HIM : Nothing bright here 
ME: No that is not true. Otherwise you wouldn't have talked to me. There is always something. You just have to find it and keep it close
ME: I'm not a religous man now but for that time I took gods hand.
ME: Religion helped me through
HIM : Maybe I'll go to heaven...
ME: Don't look on it like that. Dude wait out the storm and calm down. Make a list of things you enjoy. Like l4d with me, or I don't know, one of mine is those slush ice. God they taste so good :P
HIM : I'm going to bed, I can't stop crying I don't know if I'll be back.
ME: Dude promisse me that we will play L4D2
ME: We gotta beat that game
ME: To prove valve it was amistake to make that
ME: that l4d still rules and l4d2 is to early
ME: Promisse
ME: ?
HIM : I dunno, I hope we get to play it. Best of luck in life.
ME: Its really hard to talk to you like this. Ain't there nobody there that wanna talk with you? gf?
HIM : Nope
ME: look how about we take a game of l4d?
ME: It will cheer anyone up
ME: Killing zombies
ME: pwned that *****
HIM : I just wanna say I think you're amazing and I hope the best for you! God bless you! I can't dude I'm too upset
ME: Aw dont say that
ME: your acting in rage right now. Just calm down before you do anything
ME: It will help believe me
HIM : Bye, I gotta go but I wish you the best.
ME: Dude
ME: Dont do it
ME: <3
HIM : Bye. x
ME:
ME: Come on you know you want to
ME: Release that wrath upon some zombies
ME: they dont know anything better
HIM : I've got a tough two days to go through, if I'm okay I'll be back but like I said I probably won't be. I hope in heaven I get a pet tank 
ME: I cant play l4d alone
ME: You keep your pet tank
ME: I'nm taking a pet *****
ME: if you catch my drift
ME: :P
HIM : I hope to play Left 4 Dead 2 with you.
ME: Hell we will pwn l4d2 and mod it to get zoey back and remove that fire ammo :S
ME: **** fire
HIM : If I'm still here....
ME: You will still be here. Zombie apoclyse wont start with out you
ME: Who should they then infect?
ME: ****
ME: Oh wait
ME: ...
HIM : Thanks dude, your amazing!
ME:
ME: See that is what I'm talking about
ME: Your bright side
ME: Me
ME: =]
HIM : I must go to bed now.
ME: I'm sure I will see you tommorow
ME: Alright
ME: Now get a good rest
ME: And sleep on it
HIM : Yeah, my mum is finding out monday if anything is wrong... I hope nothing is, possibly it's just a hormoan problem.
ME: Yeah there you see. pff doctors what do they know? :P
ME: thier fancy diplomas
ME: got nothing on me
HIM : Yeah like Francis said , see ya now I gotta be going
ME: I hate doctors
ME: Nice one
ME:
HIM is now Offline.
(chat lasted 30 mins)
Will I see him tomorrow? (Suicide)
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